May 2012
my best friend understands i have issues and still...
how did i get so lucky
#winning at existing
2 essays complete and saved and ready to be handed in tomorrow a fun day of fun planned for tomorrow after work saturday night is relatively organised and taxi ride will be peaches going out tomorrow night WOOOOOOOO UNI IS OVER
Lunch
Attempt 1: Thai pumpkin soup
We have no red curry paste? Can you substitute green curry paste? Fuck no that shit tastes terrible no.
Attempt 2: regular pumpkin soup
Over boiled and split on the stove
Attempt 3: beans and corn
Rookie error - add lemon flavoured tuna which is fucking disgusting, meal ruined
Attempt 4: Vegemite and cheese toasted sandwich
But I really do not feel like...
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I wish there was a way to turn it off when you weren’t with that person, like say “goodbye” and switch that part of your brain off and keep going with life so you can function and stuff, like wearing clean clothes and going out and seeing people and writing essays and going to work and downloading music and watching TV and then you see them again and you can flick it back on and...
in order to be productive with my assignment i...
I’ve forgotten your face, forgotten what it’s like to have you here. Every inch of me misses you
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It’s like when you’re holding a child in the deep end and you say “now you’re going to swim on your own”. The anxiety that follows, that’s what this feels like. You can feel their whole body tighten and harden in a way you didn’t know bodies could, their chest becomes stone and their torso is marble. Their googles, if they’re wearing them, fog up...
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Arielle: hey mum in a week i can go out and get a tattoo and there's nothing you can do about it
Mum: that's true, are you going to?
Arielle: nah i'm too scared for now :S
Mum: pussy
manipulating the point of iTunes DJ by deleting songs until you got a list of music you’re relatively happy to listen to for the next hour I love white noise music, it helps me sleep. If it has no melody, beat, vocals - nothing, it is perfect i.e. “Ebb Tide Explorer” by The Knife “Disengaged” by Grouper
“I almost went to bed
without remembering
the four white violets
I put in the...”
– Leonard Cohen (via seancing)
"and i don't go on dates because they're for...
i know its lame but its the really little things you do that make me exceptionally and stupidly happy
