your mind is so sick
There comes a time when you look into the mirror and you realize that what you...– Tennessee Williams (via loveyourchaos)
maybe its just the weather and we've all got SADS...
just sitting here going out of my mind
FUCK WHAT IS THIS FEELING IT’S LIKE I CANT BREATHE
breathe in breathe out
everything feels supremely heavy, like there’s a weight in my chest pulling me down and down and down into the sea where its dark and green and ominious and safe. I wish I could sink and never re-surface, breathe in water until my lungs cry and scream for relief, i’ll just keep breathing it in til that beautiful glossy film of blur covers my eyes and fingers grab at everything that...
sometimes I wish that if I stopped breathing or speaking or moving I’d just disappear and it would be like you never knew me and I never existed or lived and felt this tiresome, fucking irritating life. I wish I could evaporate and never be again, living has become an effort I no longer what to subscribe to.
lectures are boring as FUCK
ffs all anyone does in my fucking house is fucking fight :|